Stay Strong;
I will





Those are the pasts;
Which are hard to forget;
But, its THE PAST





Life is the flower for which love is the honey

30Sept08

Hello people!
sry, didnt update due to exam periods.

1st of all, im so proud of myself. :))
LMAO.
For the first time, I am studying for like at least 4hrs and more?!
Have been meeting sherrin n some other ppl to study from 10am-6pm?
got one day, i went library with sherrin from 10am-6pm. and we continued chinese tuition from 7-9pm! hahas!
thought studying was boring, not v though. hahas!

EOY!
3 papers down, 5 more to go :D
JIAYOU peeps!
Eng,Lit and Geog paper was fine. Manageable :D
Life's rather boring, other than studying n studying.
Nth much.

I MISS VOLLEYBALL!
& my teammeats!!!

Cant wait for EOY to end and its 2 months of HOLIDAY!
*claps*

Mrs Yew and Ms Tan gave us Children's Day gift leis!
hahas!
THANK YOU!

To all children and Malays :D
Happy Advance
-Children's Day
-Hari Raya Phuasa!

Today,
Geog was funny.
I forgot we needed calculator, & i lent mine to Cassandra.
& my protractor was inside!
Luckily XinWei dropped me de protractor during exam.
THANK YOU!
As for calculating, i scribbled numbers all around my Insert paper.
hahas! What a joke.

Life's rather confusing.
I'm making it as simple as possible, but it seems to be getting worst.
I'm answering to all my curiosity, but its kind of hurting me.
Making my world go round n round.

||Tien||9.50pm||

Tongue Tied

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

爱情没有答案

我想爱情是没有答案 谁对谁错 我不会在意
也让我感受你的温柔 也让我哭泣 让我心碎
我想爱情是没有答案 谁对谁错 我不会在意
也让我感受你的温柔 也让我哭泣 让我心碎

一个人逛街 也许不用别人陪
我试著去忘记我们之间的关系
滋味不好受 尤其深夜的房间
我把你的照片和回忆都烧成灰

我不要为你哭 为何要为你哭 你面前我装作坚强
如果不爱我 那就赶快走 我不要这样虚伪的爱情

我有我要的 男人永远不会懂
一个人逛街 一个人也很开心

爱 爱 爱情没有公式 每天问我问题像在考试
为了一堆小事 要逼我发誓 同样的争执还要几次
又有什麼事又让你吃醋 快要逼的我要去吃素
和我在一起你不会吃苦 未来在哪 我吱吱唔唔

如果答案你想不清楚 不妨试著让自己先去习惯孤独
放个双人枕头 我一个人住 看悲剧 我一个人哭
宁缺勿滥 你别再唬滥 一个人在人海装酷找答案
假装浪子回头金不换 原来你就是Only One

我想爱情是没有答案 谁对谁错 我不会在意
也让我感受你的温柔 也让我哭泣 让我心碎
我想爱情是没有答案 谁对谁错 我不会在意
也让我感受你的温柔 也让我哭泣 让我心碎

一个人逛街 也许不用别人陪
我试著去忘记我们之间的关系
滋味不好受 尤其深夜的房间
我把你的照片和回忆都烧成灰

我不要为你哭 为何要为你哭 你面前我装作坚强
如果不爱我 那就赶快走 我不要这样虚伪的爱情

我有我要的 男人永远不会懂
一个人逛街 一个人也很开心

我想爱情是没有答案 谁对谁错 我不会在意
也让我感受你的温柔 也让我哭泣 让我心碎
我想爱情是没有答案 谁对谁错 我不会在意
也让我感受你的温柔 也让我哭泣 让我心碎

我想爱情是没有答案 谁对谁错 我不会在意
也让我感受你的温柔 也让我哭泣 让我心碎
我想爱情是没有答案 谁对谁错 我不会在意
也让我感受你的温柔 也让我哭泣 让我心碎

What is LOVE to you?

When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.'
Rebecca- age 8

'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.'
Billy - age 4

'Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.'
Karl - age 5

'Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.'
Chrissy - age 6

'Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.'
Terri - age 4

'Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.'
Danny - age 7

'Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss'
Emily - age 8

'Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.'
Bobby - age 7

'If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,'
Nikka - age 6

'Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.'
Noelle - age 7

'Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.'
Tommy - age 6

'During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore.'
Cindy - age 8

'My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.'
Clare - age 6

'Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.'
Elaine - age 5

'Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford.'
Chris - age 7

'Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.'
Mary Ann - age 4

'I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.'
Lauren - age 4

'When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.'
Karen - age 7

'Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross.'
Mark - age 6

'You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.'
Jessica - age 8

14 September 08

Yesterday was mid autumn fest.
had training in the afternoon till about 6.
did quite a lot of squats.
Last squats was straight 100, with coach's momentum.
had physical too.
Afterwards, went admiralty to meet Jean & Pok!
Ate at foodcourt, crap alot. :D

It have been a long time since this ever happens...

Went admiral court.
Saw liren and friends, zhixiang and roy.
Played bball as usual.
Had a strong & fierce match with 2 other girls, 1 netballer& 1 volleyballer.
*pissed*
Shall not elaborate on unpleasant stuffs.
My ankle& back was hurting...
Homed at about 10 plus.

Today,
went NTUC at bout 12 plus to buy ingredients for HomeEd.
Saw Pearlyn! She was buying for her HomeEd too :D
She's cooking Spaghetti and Lemonade.
I'm cooking Muah Chee and Konnyaku Jelly :D
(gonna choose one from both for presentation)
home for lunch.
Started to cook at about 2.
Helped from maid n bro n the foods were successfully made!
& it taste great okay! for a first timer like me!
hahas!
Comments:
The MuahChee's a little to soft.
The jelly should be a little sweeter.

Overall! Its NICE! :D



Konnyaku's Jelly!MuahChee!


Choose to present on the Jelly since the MuahChee cant be kept till Tue.

Nethanel's damn sweet.
He was like...
"Later i eat le cry ah, cause too nice."
hahas! :D

Monday wear blue jersey! :D

||Tien|| 9.55pm||

A theory

Each of us has the elements needed to produce phosphorus.

Each of us is born with a box of matches inside us but we cant strike them all by ourselves. We need oxygen and a candle to help. The oxygen for example, would come from the breath of the person you love; then candle could be any kind of food, music, caress, word or sound that engenders the explosion that lights one of the matches. For a moment we are dazzled by an intense emotion. A pleasant warmth grows within us, fading slowly as time goes by, until a new explosion comes along to revive it. Each person has to discover what will set off those explosions in order to live, since the combustion that occurs when one of them is ignited is what nourishes the soul. That fire, in short, is its food. If one doesn't find out in time what will set off these explosions, the box of matches dampens, and not a single match will ever be lit.

If that happens, the soul flees from the body and goes to wander among the deepest shades, trying in vain to find food to nourish itself, unaware that only the body it left behind, cold and defenseless, is capable of providing that food.
That's why it's important to keep your distance from people who have frigid breath. Just their presence can put out the most intense fire, with results we're familiar with. If we stay a good distance from these people, it's easier to protect ourselves from being extinguished.
There are many ways to dry out a box of matches, but you can be sure, there is a cure.
You must, of course, take care to light the matches one at a time. If a powerful emotion should ignite them all at once, they would provide a splendor so dazzling that it would illuminate far beyond what we can normally see; and then a brilliant tunnel would appear before our eyes, revealing the path we forgot the moment we were born, and summoning us to regain the divine origin we had lost. The soul ever longs to return to the place which it came, leaving the body lifeless...

JOKE!

Why Chinese shouldn't have Christian Names!

Confusing Chinese Names Caller : Hello, can I speak to Annie Wan (anyone)? Operator : Yes, you can speak to me. Caller : No, I want to speak to Annie Wan (anyone)! Operator : You are talking to someone! Who is this? Caller : I'm Sam Wan (Someone). And I need to talk to Annie Wan (anyone)! It's urgent. Operator : I know you are someone and you want to talk to anyone! But what's this urgent matter about? Caller : Well... just tell my sister Annie Wan (anyone) that our brother Noel Wan (no one)has involved in an accident. Noel Wan (no one)got injured and now Noel Wan (no one) is being sent to the hospital. Right now, Avery Wan (everyone) is on his way to the hospital. Operator : Look if no one was injured and no one was sent to the hospital, then the accident isn't an urgent matter! You may find this hilarious but I don't have time for this! Caller : You are so rude! Who are you? Operator : I'm Saw Lee (Sorry). Caller : Yes! You should be sorry. Now give me your name!!! ====================================================== This is hilarious ... Why Chinese shouldn't have Christian names: Anne Chang => Dirty (Mandarin) Anne Chin => Keep Quiet (Mandarin) Faye Chen => Dusty (Mandarin) Carl Cheng => Buttock (Hokkien) Monica Cheng => Touching your buttocks (Hokkien) Lucy Leow => You are dead (Hokkien) Jane Tan => Frying eggs (Mandarin) Suzie Leow => Lose till death (Hokkien) Henry Mah => Hate your mum (Mandarin) Corrine Tai => Poor fellow (Hokkien) Paul Chan => Bankrupt (Mandarin) Nelson Tan => Bird laying eggs (Mandarin) Leslie Tong => Rubbish Bin (Mandarin) Carmen Teng => Leg hair long (Hokkien) Connie Mah => Call your mother (Cantonese) Danny See => Squeeze you to death (Hokkien) Rosie Teng => Screws and nails (Hokkien) Pete Tsai => Nose droppings (Hokkien) Macy Koh => Never die before (Cantonese) Pass around for some laughter*

12 September 08

To Chuyi:

Your lovely hug,
made me broke down at that moment.
Sudden urge of bursting into tears...
I dont understand why.
"ILY& ThankYou for it :D"

I should not be filling up this bottle with broken pieces.
Letting things go is part & parcel of life.
I can be v happy at all the time.
but at a point, where my heart melts n breaks me down,
its time for me to be alone for awhile.

9 September 08'

Saturday's BBQ was FUN!
shall not elaborate :D lazy
Its just so loving, bonding, fun ing(?),laughing :D

ILOVEZHANGZHONG VOLLEYBALL!
*Pics r in frienster*

hahas! that day, i kissed elaine 4/5 times!
*p.s. Im not a les :D

Sunday,
went out with family*some relatives for lunch at
同乐 signature restaurant!
The food best arh! hahas!
V long nvr eat together with relatives&family lerr.
That lunch cost about $700 plus lar!
Once in a while >.<

Monday, first day of 4th term.
SUAY arhh...
early morning, GEOK call my parents!
She say cannot wear neckbra. TOOT!
other ppl wear she nvr catch.
SHe idiot break my record.
No teacher called my parents b4 okay!
Training that time feel lik whacking balls at her sia!
She V bias leiis!
& almost every1 is commenting about her new hair cut. LMAO!
GEog lesson, hahahs! Daniel pass me 1 note
" if u say yes, he will be happy like a bird"
hahas! Then the teacher, not MrAng, some extra teacher behind the class took it.
Then after lesson, she call me n Daniel (tio 2 teachers in less than 2 hrs.)
Then ask what it is all about.
Daniel damn funny!
he give funny reasons siax.
like..
"the 'he' talking about my father"
"me n her father v close."
"we v close friends"
"cher, personal stuffs"
blablabla..
hahas! then i think she tell MsTang, then get daniel's father's number.
hahas!
Training was fun.
We used the centre court.
Played match, but 1 point only. some thing like survival la.
But Boss got count points derh.
I teamed with Ciyin,Estella,Chantelle n Elaine.
We got 2nd :D
Then need to skip 750.

Today, nth much.
homed at 4 plus:D
saw nicholas chiang n his friends on bus.

Like not use to getting up so early to study, then slack a lot.
Wanna sleep wanna sleep liddat.
v tired. lethergic.

told my Mum EOY is just 2/3 weeks ltr
& she dun believe me!

Must study liao lor.
2/3 weeks v little time leiis.
My science, lagging behind mann.
Must buck up& listen in class!

Hahas! n for HE, im gna cook MuahChee!
hahas! cooking's fun, i hope :D

_Volleyball_
Mon-Black jersey
Wed-Blue PE
Sat-Orange jersey

Tata! im off to study :D

||TIen||6.40pm||

i'm fine now :D




宇恒--深呼吸
词/曲:宇恒


我紧紧握着方向盘
开车在回家的路上
空气很凉 摇上车窗
一个人好慌张
不知道拐过了几个弯
经过了绿色的收费站
空气中听见我的歌唱
熟悉旋律在回荡
什么时候眼泪开始打转
我要我自己坚强 我知道我能做到
我就要活得比从前更好
123 深呼吸 就感觉这力量
叫做翅膀 准备飞翔
我的想法很简单 没有他们的复杂
我背负一个伟大的梦想
123 深呼吸 我呼吸爱的力量
学着让自己勇敢
我知道 你知道
还要全世界看到 我的真心和希望

4Sept08(photos)

5September08

yesterday wass....
FFFAAAAABBBUUULLLOOOUSSS!!!
will not go into details cause im lazy XD
hahas! there's 2 part in sentosa.
1st part, me,chantelle,brendi,brenwin,kim,xinping& nethenal.
2nd part, all of the ppl named above, and seinaung,siyu &migga
||crawling the dragon thingy!
||Beach Vball!!!
||Was thrown into the sea twice! by siyu,migga & nethenal help a little!
||standing in the middle of the sea! :))
||struggling with xinping in the water!
||camwhores!
|| FUN& LAUGHTERS! PEACE & JOY!
Yeah! i got more tan!
but, got sunburnedd!
My shoulders r hurting!!!

ILOVEED4September08!

we r alrdy planning for the next trip! :D

TRM !(06.09.08)
wear orange jersey, n bring PE n black jersey!
BBQ after training. :D

||Tien||11pm||

我的心情，似非笔墨所能形容的。

Its time to carry on with life.
I chose to walk on,
not to escape from reality,
but to face my responsibility.
I may shatter, but those pieces can be placed back,
as time goes by...
I will be healed, but for now...
just stay strong :D

This is a crazy world
These can be lonely times
It's hard to know who's on your side
Most of the time
Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Some times you just
can't make it on your own
by_Here I Am-LeonaLewis_

i dont know why i'm writing all this...
All i know is,
the feelings are too hard to understand &
the thoughts up in my head is killing me...



Thanks Volleyball! Thanks TEAMMATES! THANKS FRIENDS!
You all made me forget about all unhappiness & be happy! :D
ILOVEYOU <33
Soon, I will be always Happy :D

3September08

the 100th post! hahas!

Today morning, 10am go sch...
Went Geog. lesson.
then me n Net. got to take the Geog. test.
So the 2 of us went the next classroom.
Hahas!
Then a lot of people come in help us siax! Funny man! BTw, thanksGuys!
then me n Net walked around de classroom find Textbook.
Hahas! Then chintung even give the whole test paper to Net.
hahaS!
Then do finish le, hand in.
Hahas! I saboed Net.
& i got 28/35 n Net. got 24/35!
Wahahas!
after that, went Market eat with xinping n MrAng :D
talk a lot of stuffs, then know alot of things... like..
1) OMG. he says he wan me b a setter!
2) 1 of de DSA ppl, (next yr coming in), will b 1 of our main 6 players.
She might even play in U13 n u16 later of the month.
Waaa..power.. a lot of stuffs la..
Then me n ping-pong, slack around n stayed in school hall for 3-4hrs.
Play with phone, enjoy de darkness of the hall . chitchat. Sleep. Hahas!
funny. ILY pingpong :D
Then Sarah came to join us at about 3plus, with chantelle, then we slacked n played vball.
Fun :D
Thenn training.. normal..
Did weightliftings at de end too.
homed at 8plus.

||Tien||10.40pm||

Wondering about what u said.
What am i thinking.
What is stopping me from doing it?
She says its just because he is just a kind.
nothing can describe how i feel...

1September08!

A New month BEGINS!
n hope everythings gonna be alright :)
Had been pondering on quite lots of stuffs but there seems to be no conclusion to it.
It just keeps contradicting itself& tata, no ANSWER!

Went for training...
How long must i take to w8 for my back to recover ?!!
Today isn't a volleball day. LOL?
setting sux. spiking, i think i improved quite a bit..
not v active today...
Had the spiking test again.
Had passed the 5 points one...
Today is the 8 points one.
unlike saturday, i passed n was half-dead,
today, i failed n was half-dead. LOL
Had match, Ahhui,Ahgoose,Coach'sSon,Ade,Eunice n Coach VS
Me,Xinping,Sarah,Joey,Cat and Faith.
Lost 3 Sets mann! terrible! terrible!
hhaas! JIAYOU Girls!
After training, recieved 2 jerseys n 1 FBT n the form for the China trip :))
10 days :)) claps! Btwin end Nov n beginning Dec.
Everybody became damn high.. hahas!
Talking about jersey, the 1 we wanted to design,
we decided to postpone it to after exam :)

||Tien||10.30pm||

ILoveYourLaughter&
HowMiraculouslyYouMakeMeLaughToo :))
DoYouThinkTheTimeMachineWorks?