28 March 09

28 March 09

I came to think about it, You made the right decision for us.

Mr Lim sms'ed me this.

Dear huitien, Trust in the Lord. He loves you& has a wonderful plan (:

Then I start thinking,
maybe God made this decision as to let us learn,
continue trusting him.
(:
I love my wonderful team,
the strong& unique bond between us, its so indescribable.
Tml will be our 1st training, after our match against SQS.
I want it to be something fresh.
I want to mark this day as the start of our training season.
We will still be as one (: & we will work hard together
and let our potential flow.
JIAYOU!

PHS C' girls 09, lovely memories.

I Thank God(:

27 March 09

I need to cry.

I trust.
I believe.
I find it so difficult to face you.

Somehow guilty, yet somehow felt betrayed.
I thought you would make another miracle for us.
I believed you would, but it didnt happen.
The whole team got to know you.
The whole team believed, "God will create another miracle"
But I need to believe, you had your reasons for doing so.
I hope to gain back that trust myself& my team.

I believe in You(:


I still cant lift myself up.

25 March 09

I blame myself.

Volleyball.

We got into Nationals Top8, we end at Nationals Top 8.

we lost to FFM&SQS.

Last match, against BP.

Today's match against SQS was a great fight.
Everybody played well. The fighting spirit is commendable.

The 2nd set's score was 33-35.

We cried our hearts out, but it's not going to help.

Stand up again, & move on.

I just find it a pity, BP will be our last match playing as C'division,

We are heading up to B'Girl's.

I just want to thank all my teammates for all those wonderful memories.

whether or not we will be playing as one, we will still be all in this together.

I'm sure all of us will be promoted to B'division.

We started off with only 4 DSA students.

4 DSA& 10 other's with only a year's experience on court.

We started from scratch,

with the help of our patient coaches&teachers.

We bond each time we fall, & those precious failures, leads us to greater heights.

It's my pleasure to be in this team with such teammates.

I hope all of us will cherish our last match against BP

& give in our best!

Not stopping here, fight hard for a place in Main 12 next year.

& continue training hard.

ILoveMyTeam.

Sincerely thank all who came to support.

You guys were awesome!

Some watched us from our very first match till today,

really damn touched& sincerely thank all of you.

=D

I've got 2nd in class for 1st term (:

not bad huh, hahas!

19 March 09

Stupidity helps sometimes,

go on court, not knowing who is your opponent/how's their standard,

just play your BEST!

(:

Today's training ended at 8 plus for me,kim&xinping.
we played match with seniors at centre court.
before that, played game, we need to get use to the centre court.
I got our fixture for next round already, we are playing at centre court for every match.

1st match, VS FFM; Tue(24/03) 12.15pm
2nd match, VS SQS;Wed(25/03) 3pm
3rd match, VS BP; Mon(30/03) 3.15pm

Yesterday was my only free day& I rotted at home.
I re-downloaded Audition? LOL
Played pet society[?]
Really bored.
LOL, Boss told me today,
"Your juniors going to be like you all soon,
so many trainings, if got free day,
also dont know where to go."
Hahas! That's true

OhYa,
My phone had recovered((:
But I'm not used to it now XD
Another good news, I'm not going for tuition for the whole March!
((: But Chinese tuition still goes on,
going to celebrate birthday with MsTan on 2nd April!
Which is also my birthday ((: *hinthint*

hehe,
Bye (:

17 March 09

I can't be selfish, or can I?

Bangkok was Great :D
Shopped till drop [Kim's going to SCREAM]
I'm sorry if i didnt buy you anything,
I really dont know what to buy.
MBK isnt that great after all,
went to shop at Platinum.
1000 over stalls.
no repeated designs, not like MBK.
& its cheap.
Platinum sells half price of MBK.
Stayed at CentrePoint, Petchburi 15.
I know how to say 1-10 in THAI! hah!
my father taught me.
Saw lots of AhGua, some very pretty, some can freak you out.
They put make up till damn white, I wonder why.
Ate damn a lot.
The Swensen there is damn cheap.
& the scoops are big.
3 scoops for only $5.
& there's A&W, There's no more A&W in Sin ):
I think I gained weight ):
Oh, Dad went to the Hotel's gym, wanted to go, but no shoes.
But borrowed DVD to watch at night.
Though the breakfast isnt Great, the hotel feels comfortable to stay in,
At least it keeps my mind from wandering about.
& I stayed in the room alone one at night & one in the morning,
cause my mum&dad went for massage
& the one in the morning, My parents went to pray, & I stayed in hotel a little longer to go shopping with aunt ltr.
I didnt have that tingling feeling, which makes my stomach churn :D
BANGKOK is Fab :D

Hmm, yesterday's training was fine[?]
Kim had rashes & went to the doc ):
thought could wack her ):
Throwing of balls& service was cock.
I totally lost my ball sense.
Then Jon keep saying "CONCENTRATE la!"
hah! I really couldnt serve!
Slowly got the feeling back :D
Start of training was madness.
I keep laughing for the whole training.
Then did setting with xinping then Dafang with Xinping&Japan.
Crazy la, laugh, set, roll.
Damn Mad, Hah!
Played with juniors, haha! I chose both Amandas' AGAIN!
haha! Damn fun.

"Amanda(not the DSA one), cheer up okay, its okay for you to make mistakes.
everybody make mistakes.You just learnt volleyball, if you believe in yourself, you are capable of it. Dont look down on yourself. JiaYou :D "

Did PT, 10 10.
Had the motivation to chiong.
So Chiong finish 10 10 :D

My bro went for the Friday talk.
& got my report book.
I dont know what to choose for Sub.Comb.
I want PE, but like, no use leh.
How?
& MrTan told my bro that I'm always the last few to go into class
& I'm always tired in class (Thanks to his pretty voice)
But he said I'm very attentive& my results improved :D
hehe.

Alien!
Cheer up :D
I'll always be there if you need me, though you got your pwincess!
Whatever you bitch, ILY!
Trust in the Lord, & trust yourself, you can.
Put all excuses aside and remember this: YOU are capable.
(:

MaYi! We all miss you darn much.
Talk about you each time during training!
Your chui-ness, hip-hop volleyball.
Hah! Take Care in NS.

I'm going to wack Kim later.
Got to go, Bye :D
Train hard babes!

I could write a hundred pages of my thoughts.
But there's not a single answer to it.

11 March 09

I'm EXHAUSTED, maybe that's the reason to all these.

Today, was ICT day.
I HATE ICT DAYS!
eventhough we get to sleep more,
but what's the point of doing work on the internet when all the
work are GROUP WORK?!
ICT=stay home do!
NOT meet up at someone's house to do!
My gosh!
Racked my brains early in the morning, everything also about Economic Crisis.
Geog, understandable
Maths, $$?map?
SCIENCE? WTH! learn about digestive system, what parts of it,
also need to link to economic crisis! What can Oesophagus link to in ECONOMICS?!
Gave up ICT at about 12plus.
& realise that I'm going to be late for match!
Chiong chicken rice for 10mins(very fast for ppl like me!)
Washed-up, then chiong go school.
Reached on time, 1.30pm.
Then start warming-up& stuffs.
Was damn tired.
I dont know why.
DMNvsNYG, DMN won 2-0! :D
Then 3+pm, our match started,
against OutramSec.
1st set was fine, 25-5?
2nd set to me was horrible!
1st. that " i dont want to play anymore" feeling came back.
2nd. I wasnt focus.
3rd tried very hard to get back into the game, but couldnt.
4th. Team was very quiet.
5th Kim wasnt focus too.
6th I have the "faster end" feeling.
7th. We wasnt playing as a team.
though we won the 2nd set, score was 18-25!
We threw all the scores ourselves.
GOOD NEWS:
We got into 2nd round.
will be playing against:
Shuqun,BP& Fairfield Methodist.
Felt very numb,
I wasnt happy.
I can feel myself, crashing.
No tears came out, nothing.
Thought ice-cream could make me feel better,
bought 2 big scoops of ice-cream.
Indeed, I felt better,
but still lost in my own world.
Then started training.
I felt happier after playing with the juniors.
:D
then did 12,12 for PT.
Chiong till wanna die.
Then decided not to go tuition,
went market to eat with team.
Then banana made me laugh,
& I remembered about my dream last night!
(secret! XD)
Then we started crapping& laughing :D

I just want all of us to train, play&compete together,
as a Team.
ILOVEmyTEAM((:

I need to get back that fighting attitude.

I need that, "I want wack them!" attitude.

I need that strength, energy&wisdom on court.

I need to be healthy physically.

I need to CONCENTRATE!

I need to keep the team going without affecting

or letting it influence ME!

I need the right attitude back fast!

I have the confidence in getting back that attitude when holiday training starts!

I want tougher trainings!

I want to enjoy every training, I want to play hard every training.

I want to have the "YEAH! I'm gonna wack Kim tml!" attitude!

I will rest, I will get stronger each time I fall.

-River flows in you-

This melody flows in me each
time I listen to it.

&I keep listening to it
over and over again,

thinking there's some
significant in it,

but, I only knew this melody
not long ago.

It warms my heart, &
clears my mind.

Although sometimes, it breaks
me down, but

it's like I've known it for a
few years&

it have been through all
thick and thin with me.

Why?

10 March 09

"Forever" is a BIG word.

Hello earthlings!
Pang, I'm not lazy to blog XD

Today is a cold & hot day.
Hmm, morning before PE, i was mad cold.
After PE, i was sweating.
PE damn fun, played ball with Pang, Azarya& MrAng.
After PE, was recess, then in maths class,
My temp. begin to drop.
I was cold.
Baiyang said my lips were pale.
hahas, i keep drinking water, hoping it will be better.
After school, felt back to normal,
but was dead beat.
wanted to chiong home sleep,
then decided to eat first.
went Causeway with Ah Pong&Elaine.
Then homed at 4 plus.
straight away lie on sofa sleep.
Couldnt wake up at 6, slept till 7,
then woke up for dinner.
I get tired out fast,
It's not a good thing )):

My Science got A1 :D
therefore, I got:
4 A1
1 A2
1 C6

Tml, will be our last match for National's 1st round.
Playing against Outram Sec.
Match at 3pm.

Team, enjoy our last few games together!
but I dont want tml to be our last match!
Play your best, leave the court with no regrets.
Play with patience, BE HIGH!
COMMUNICATE!
never give up till the very last point!
JIAYOU!
ZhangZhong Ace!Ace!Ace!

Today can be said as, the last day of school for me :D
Wed& Thurs ICT day,
Friday, I wont be going school.
I will be flying off to Bangkok on Thurs night,
will be back on Sun or Mon.




I cant seem to understand myself well enough.
I guess it's because I dare not face up to the fact,
I am always running from the fact, causing all this misery.
What else can I say?

7 March 09

bored.

skipped tuition,
woked up at 11pm.
Doc was in clinic, so went for training.
After Dafang, hand was shaking badly.
free spiked awhile, then Boss ask me rest le.
So can say didnt train today.
Banana said my face was red, & i was having slight slight slight fever.
My legs are sore/pain/pulled[?] whatever it is, its not in good condition.
I'm coughing& running a flu.
I wanna be well by Wed, so I'm being good,
I will rest the whole day tml.
Training ended early, everybody was tired,
so Boss let us off earlier.
went for dinner at market,
then went causeway to repair phone.
There's wasnt any queue :D
The person told me tml, 4pm I could get back my phone.
Was damn happy!
Damn pissed off with the temporary phone.
Then homed, & guess what ?
Nokia called and said my phone will only be ready in 7-10days because
the thing needed to fix my phone isnt available!
My heart dropped! :((

so for now, people who sms me, please tell me who you are.
TYVM
__________

I miss my phone :((
I want to get well soon!


&I miss you.
I've been wondering which is my real feeling.
I want to get things right.

6 March 09

CONGRATULATION BASKETBALL B' BOYS IN CLINCHING NORTH ZONE
CHAMPION!

Had jogathon today.
Ran advance & got 3rd.
sianz, not happy, should have gotten 2nd.
Admit defeat to Kim, but not Amanda! :(
but anyway, nice one Amanda(Sec1 vb) :D POWER!
Went back school for sports fiesta, Moonball was shlt!
Though quite fun, but organizing it is stupid!
But was quite happy though ((:
After it all, stayed back in school, slacked, play vball with basketballers& teachers till 4 plus. Then Mrt-ed with the basketballers to SBC, they were having friendly with some Philiphines team.
Great Game :D Damn nice.
hahas! I miss basketball :D
Homed at 9 plus.
Damn tired.
& damn sick :((
I dont want to fall sick anymore!
Recover then sick again! IRRITATING!
&& My phone is pissing me off! & the temporary phone is even more pissing!
RGH!

hope i can train trm :D
nights!

Nobody know's what's on my mind :D
MUAHAHA!
lameshlt.

sweet~

Read-
If 10 people care for u,
one of them is me,
if 1 person cares for u,
that would be me again,
if no 1 cares for u ,
that means im not in this world.
You must be a good runner because you are always running in my mind,
you must be a good thief because you have stolen my heart,
and i am always a bad shooter because
I Miss You Always...

Without Love --
days are
"Sadday,
moanday,
tearsday,
wasteday,
thirstday,
frightday,
shatterday.
so be in Love everyday...

(A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle)
Girl: Slowdown. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its to scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. (Girl hugs him)
Guy: Can u take my helmet off and put it on? Its bugging me.
In the paper the next day:
A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though it meant he would die.

_
Girl: Do you really love me?
Boy: Of course I do.
Girl: I wanna hear you say it.
Boy: I don’t have to.
Girl: Why not?
Boy: Because...
Girl: I just want to hear you say it in words.
Boy: I can’t...
The girl started to cry softly and said: Then you don't love me...
The two continued to walk in silence.They reached the girls home.
Girl: Why?
Boy: Do you really want to know?
Girl: (hesitantly) Yes.
He hugged her gently, kissed the tip of her nose andwhispered in her ear,
"Because three words are not enough..."

watashi no usa-chan wa kawaii desuka?; 12:22 PM;

OMIGAWSH! ITS SO SWEET!!Read this "HATE letter". This is a love letter from a boy to a girl.... However, the girl's father does not like him and wants them stop their relationship......and so, the boy wrote this letter to the girl..and he knows that the girl's father will definitely read this letter..
1 "The great love that I have for you
2 is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3 grows every day. When I see you,
4 I do not even like your face;
5 the one thing that I want to do is to
6 look at other girls. I never wanted to
7 marry you. Our last conversation
8 was very boring and has not
9 made me look forward to seeing you again.
10 You think only of yourself.
11 If we were married, I know that I would find
12 life very difficult, and I would have no
13 pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
14 to give, but it is not something that
15 I want to give to you. No one is more
16 foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
17 able to care for me and help me.
18 I sincerely want you to understand that
19 I speak the truth. You will do me a favor
20 if you think this is the end. Do not try
21 to answer this. Your letters are full of
22 things that do not interest me. You have no
23 true love for me. Good-bye! Believe me,
24 I do not care for you. Please do not think that
25 I am still your boyfriend.

"However, before handing over the letter to the girl, the boy told the girl to "READ BETWEEN THE LINES", meaning-only to read 1.3.5.7.9.11.13.15.17.19.21.23.25. (Odd Numbers) So..Please try reading it again! It's so sweet.... :)

3 March 09

Hello :D

Just watched high school musical 3,
starting of the show was a basketball match.
a scene flashed through my mind.
C Division 09'
During the game in the show,
Wildcats were losing, that was their final match to play together.
Eventually, they won.
Then I thought

"I want all of us to have fun, to play of last few matches
together.
After nationals, we will be going up to B girls.
Those C
girl's games/days will be over.
Why not we have fun, and play together as C
girl's for our last few matches.
Just play your best, & leave C division
without regrets.
Create a name for ourselves, for our coaches,
teachers,seniors, for God.
Put in our best for every games.
We
have trained hard for this time, Nationals.
Dont let all our efforts go to
waste.
We want to have fun on court, to remember vividly each time,
our
feelings on court/off-court.
Enjoy the game, volleyball is our
passion.
Volleyball's a team game, nobody is useless.
Every single
player is needed.
Play as one."

C' division 09 will always be in my heart.

3 March 09

Took MC today :D
Had bad sorethroat.
Actually still can make it to school,
but since today Tue,
no important sub, only pe,dnt,lit,maths,cf.
Then decided to rest at home.
Recieved sms from L,
I got 18/25 for my lit!
FAB! :D
I crapped the whole paper & got A2 :D
*claps*

What am I going to do today?
SLEEP!
Do due-d homeworks.
Back-up files.
Blog.
Post photos.
Find new songs.
Watch movie?

TATA!

2 March 09

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARINNEHO!
God Bless& KeepYou.

Happy to the max!
Won Nanyang
2-1.
Match was freaking exciting,
God was with us all along& HE made a miracle come true!
We catch up 11 points!
last set was 26-24!
Heart ATTACK!
Almost everyone cried after the last score!
Tears of joy!
We never gave up, we played calmly, happily.
We were patient.
& we performed well :D
Great game girls! Nice comeback!
Thank God :D
Team, train hard& rise to a higher level :D
Next match, against OutramSecSch.
11March.
TakeCare Team! Stay healthy! :D

After training, was dead beat!
Had blurred vision.
My stamina suddenly dropped tremendously.
I need to train it back.
I'm weakening!
I neeed to rest more, & train hard!

BAD sorethroat! :((

CommonTest 1
Eng- A1
Maths-A1
HMT-A1
Geog-C6


ILOVEYOU God!

1 March 09

Today, I rest-ed at home :D
MrChew says I need sufficient rest, & blames all my other activity for the cause of my performance.
morning, woke up at 11am.
Slack till 12.30pm?
Drank Yakult.
Went CWP with family to ChristalJade restaurant.
Went to repair my dear phone, but they say must go backup memory first.
so went to buy ice-cream from gelare; Rum&raisin :D
Yeahman!
Then went home.
Wanted to go meet him, but felt sleepy& I need REST! He too.
Tried to do Maths, but couldnt.
so lay on bed, & slept.
Woke up 3 hrs later,
feeling sweaty, my cheeks were red.
My gosh, sticky&sweaty, chiong to toilet & bathe cold water.
Ate dinner, Mum bought back, then used com, did maths!
Talked to Girlfriend for 30mins, he say i MIA for 3 days,
& he miss me a lot :D
I need more sleep.
I think sleeping is the best, forget everything.
I made a weird dream yesterday.
That's all today.

saturday's training was cock.
I keep eating,
after training stayed to watch Voleibol+Catholic High's &VAS training.
Damn pro! :D i like.
I need to buck up :((
"Tien, u can do it!"
I think my skills deprove, my service cock.
My spiking, less kills.
I'm getting weaker.
I NEED TO IMPROVE!

Friday,
VS Dunman Sec, lost.
1-2
Lead the 1st set, but 2nd&3rd was horrible.
I made damn lot of mistakes.
Feel like dying after the match, but also, felt numb.
didnt cry or anything.
i keep thinking what happened to me on court.
& i thought...
After Match, went Chan's house with Kim, then Xinping came.
Bathed, slept awhile, cooked maggie mee& made Ribena :))
Went back school & headed to BossCoffeshop with seniors&
Table Tennis team.
Had a wonderful time. :D
everybody's missing C'girls.
God Bless all my loves one.

Trm, VS Nanyang, 2.15pm.
JIAYOU! :D
afterwards training.
Going to be tiring.
I hope my mind's clear on court trm,
& i wont repeat my mistakes.

I know the cause of my performance.