24 April 09

"Kentucky Fried Chicken&

a Pizza Hut Pizza Hut

Mc Donalds Mc Donalds"

Happy Belated Birthday JeanLin.
Stupid nincompoop.
hehe, ILOVEYOU.

I knew this week's going to be fast :D
hehe, mon,tue,wed simple days.
school ends, eat, study.
Thursday was Fab :D
Congratulation C Boys
Basketballers :D Hot man!
PHS, CHAMPION of North Zone :D
After school took bus with 7 other volleyballers
(Cat,Japan,Faith,Elaine,Kim,Chan,Xinping)
Bus ride was tough yet sweet :D
It took us about 1 hr plus to reach and within the 1 hr,
we could feel: CHINA :D
Kim lay on my leg to sleep, as usual.
Elaine lay of Xinping.
I rmb, each time we get on bus, it is like a routine:
Get on bus, SLEEP :D
Love it (L)
Felt like vommiting after alighting.
Faster chiong to watch match.
Boon& Fang were there alrdy.
We reached, then match just started :D lucky.
1st & 2nd quarter's points were close.
But after 3rd quater, you could sense Victory to PHS :D
hehe, but Net&Brendi had terrible cramps.
I forgot the score.
Seeing their victorious face, I really wish to have one too
Once i woke up, the scene when I cried badly leaning against Japan pop out into my mind, match against SQS. Damn terrible.
But still, Congratulation guys :D
You guys fought well :D
All the best in Nationals :D
&& B Boys, Next Thurs, National Finals!
PHS Zhai! ;D
Home with Boon,Fang,Elaine,Japan&xinping.
Japan was badly disiao'ed by Fang, damn funny.
Elaine& Xinping were crazy fellows laughing their heads off along the streets.
Talked to Boon, told him about my "zhengyu dream"
He said he did grew taller. hahas!
& I didnt know he wasnt in main team :((
if he& boon play comfirm can get into 2nd round.
Boon told me something damn true
"Zhengyu dont have the word "show off" in him at all, I dont even think he now what is show off or how to show off la"
Boon learn to be humble from him :)
So yeah, went for Chi tuition, then end of the day.
FRIDAY(Today)
Fabulous :D
Had our first paper, English paper 1
Not bad :)
Then after exam slack like crazy.
after school, met Jean :D
She ended school earlier, so she waited outside gate.
We went AMK, wanted to eat fish&co. but I wanted to eat subway.
Jean agreed" let's eat fresh "
talk& talk& talk non-stop.
then we went Andersen to eat ice cream :D
We ordered "Couple Fondue"
Yeahness!
At about 2 plus, went back Admiralty.
Slacked in her house awhile, then went ADMIRAL :D
It have been like 2/3 months since i last went there?!
HAPPINESS!

I saw AZIM ah!

I couldnt believe la.

Saw a lot of familiar faces&
ZhengYu too! :D he gave me a sweet smile [L]
why did I say, "shlt! why did you come?"
didnt i wanted to see you SO much?
I was really sad& worried when Boon told me about you.
People respect you cause you have great character :D
Saw Esmund too! He cute la.
Left at about 7.
I miss the olden days :(
Thanks Jean& all :D

Study Study Study :D

Sometimes,
some words, or even just a smile
can bring happiness to oneself :D
I didnt expect you to say that,
but I was happy you did.
I felt the same way.

ILoveYou.

19 April 09

I'm not over it.

Happy Belated birthday ZiPeng :D


情非得已
难以忘记初次见你
一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里
你的身影
挥散不去
握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点
透不过气
你的天真
我想珍惜
看到你受委屈
我会伤心
只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你
也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
爱上你是我情非得已
什么原因
我竟然又会
遇见你
我真的
真的不愿意
就这样陷入
爱的陷阱

I know it's quite an old song, but it's lovely.

This week was hectic.
Not really very hectic, most probably due to my laziness,
i didnt blog for one whole week.
I'm trying to get myself motivated to study,
sometimes I get so motivated, but yet, I'm forced to go out.
Hah! I count the days to MYE, and the first paper is this coming Fri.
& I haven't gone through a single revision!
I'm practically lazing around after school, even if I got home early,
I would sleep almost the whole afternoon,
then work my brain at night.
I seem to be able to absorb more at night,
that's what I told my dad when he ask me to study in the afternoon.
I seriously can concentrate so much in the night,
I wont get distracted by the Com :D
Tml will be our last training, till MYE is over.
yesterday's training for me was COCK!
Maybe I was a little distracted& I wasn't really concentrating.
I tried to keep it away, but I was tired too.
Then Jonathon was like
"You didnt come for training for 1 week become so lousy,
3 weeks later see you, you die alrdy la." then he laugh at me!
Jonathon! that's not helping!
LOL
The feeling during training is different alrdy :((
I was practically screaming at sherrin the whole night yesterday.
:(( She was screaming too.
I'm having extra Chi tuition on Sundays which means I'm meeting Sherrin more
:D hehe,
I went to watch 17Again with Sherrin, KaiYang& Net today.
& Sherrin help me buy the FBT invertable pants alrdy!
Yeahman! I bought white& black :D
Both guys were very tired, not high at all,
but me and sherrin, esp. sherrin was jumping about?
Anyway,
after the movie, plan to study,
& I was very very motivated too.
But my dear sherrin wasnt, & she wanted to go play bball& skip tuition.
Kaiyang wanted to play photo hunt.
hahas, we spent about an hour spending 10 bucks in the arcade playing photo hunt.
I missed the arcade.
hahas, I remember last time every week when the whole family goes out for lunch/dinner.
I will comfirm go to the arcade, hah! Fun :D
afterwards, Sherrin& I went for tuition.
Oh, LaoShi's getting married& we are invited :D
Whole of Sec1&2 students. :D
It's next yr Jan though. hahas.
Sherrin& I saw LaoShi's boyfriend today!
He came to pick her up, then we went to KP a little.

I hope life would be a little bit more interesting.

I will always remember to treasure what I have,
cause the feeling of losing is terrible.
Although I still hate you a lot for what you are now&
what you did, I want to thank you for making me go through this.
Cause each time I start thinking of the feeling,
I treasure my love ones more.
That's when I learnt to treasure the special YOU.



Thank God for the courage.
Finally, I gave you the ans.
I didnt expect you to get over it so soon.
I'm still not over it.
I told sherrin, & she practically screamed at me
& said I was insane.
She said I was out of mind,
She said I dont know what I am doing.
Letting go is the only way.
& I said, I just wanted to end things quick.
I was happy to see you smile.
Friends is better than nothing now.

YOU!

I know you would be reading this:

I've got a lot to say to you,

I've got a lot to thank you,

but simply, iloveyou

12 April 09

Dont speak like this.

Ahh Cheewww!
*sneeze!*
:((

Iwanttogetwellsoon.
Iwanttogetstronger.
Iwanttoimprove.
Ihatetobelazy.
Iwantthingstogetbetter.
:((


studystudystudy
studystudystudy
studystudystudy
studystudystudy
studystudystudy

11 april 09

I'm trying to pick up my courage fast enough yet not regret.

Bloody IDIOT! (familiar phrase?)

1st, I'm down with a flu.
2nd, Sunburn's kiling me.
3rd, My phone is spoiled AGAIN
4th, Photos from my phone are GONE!
:((

Yesterday was FABulous :D
btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY WHITE SHEEP:D
Had a funfunfun day, its another memorable trip.
Thanks guys((:



Only Love-Trademark.
Two a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the cross roads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
This is meant to be you're asking me
But only love can say
Try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play me part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do
In your arm as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand mines apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough if we learn to trustOnly Love - Trademark
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our goodbye

I'm plain lazy.

I typed my thoughts out,
but i deleted it all.
Because I realise,
there's no end to this.


I dont know how to explain.

7 April 09

It's freaking me out.

Hello (:
This is my 200 post.
hah! i'm going to change my blogskin very soon, though I will miss it a lot.
People are complaining abut my blog song which came from nowhere.
& I find it damn irritating.
School was better than last week,
I need to start doing homeworks, listen in class& STUDY!
I need to get motivated real quick cause MYE is around the corner.
B Girl's had been fun.
We are getting along well, going to enjoy it.

This week's going to be fun.
But tml got Lit test,
Thursday got Maths,Sci&Chi test.
Thursday night,
Sec 2,3,4,5 Volleyballers will be going to Boss coffeeshop for dinner :):)
Friday,
most probably going Sentosa, &I need new kneepad&shoes!
Saturday,
TRAINING! yeahman!
Sunday,
I'm planning to study the whole day! :D

Ran 2.4km today during PE.
had free lunch from MrAng(:
Ran 12.55mins.
Hah! KuanBing,Ben&JingXian accompany me run. lol.
Damn funny, make me laugh la, but great boost to finish whole run.
Hah!

I just need time,

lots&lots of time.

4 April 09

Tired& lazy.

Today marks the day of moving on to B girls.
We all know that C division 09 will never be forgotten.
For now, let's all move ahead to B divsion.
enjoy it, treasure it
Training's going to be tougher than our imagination,
that's for sure.
We need the new bond, the new chemistry between each and everyone of us.
Fill the gaps, & let us be known as PHS volleyball team,
& not C or B division.
If you are afraid of doing so, you would have lost half of the game. Do you believe in yourself?
Why dont you prove to others that you are capable of it, rather than escaping each time you are given the chance? You can do it!

-Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising up everytime we fail.-

So yeah, today,
we had friendly matches, against HwaChong JC& Temasek JC.
we lost HWJC(2-3) but won TJC(3-2).
Training was quite enjoyable.
I have a positive thinking about the journey through B girls.
:D




Why did I break down instantly?
I tried to stop it, but tears kept rolling down my face.
I closed my eyes, & wonder
"What am I thinking?"
I lay down, and felt the the home feeling.
I didnt felt like leaving it at all.
I dont know if I'm having the same feeling as Kim at that point of time, but she cried too.
I think only she knows how it feels.
Japan keep asking me why,
I couldnt utter out anything.
I felt empty
I felt disappointed
I just felt it all crashing onto me.
Then I felt numb.
I am determined, to change.

So yeah, I hate school nowadays.
I dont have the urge to go school.
I dread going school.
I'm always finding excuses to skip school,
I find class boring, I just sleep or stare into blank space.
I could feel the distance between us.
It's different from the 1st day we came into PHS.
we are being pulled apart by our friends& activities.
if you are happy, carry on.
I just find it hard to face you, cause I hate your mindset& attitudes.
What can I do?
Shut you up, that's impossible.

I thought it was an april fool's joke.
I didnt bother much.
Till the next day, I started worrying.
I look at your message, & I cried.
What can I say?
For once, I tried not to look into you.
Although,
I'm glad its over now.
I start thinking whether what you said was right,
"he deserves better".
then I start thinking now,
"what am I doing to you? I find it so unfair to you"
Yet,
I dont have the courage.

There's more to say.
But I cant list them out.
It comes instantly, & banish instantly.
I'm all worned out.

One thing I'm sure of,
Jack is always there for me,(right?)
cheering me up& making me smile.
"Hey Jack, I hope you had gotten over that feeling of yours.
I dont want you to be happy just because I told you to,
I want you to be happy deep down in your heart.
Cheer up, dont let your teammates worry about you.
Play your monsterous best okay, dont leave the court with regret,
but leave the court and say"I had done my very best(:"
You have great potential, sore to greater heights.
whatever it is, you can sure argue with me every night
and complaint, & say anything you like.
I'll be listening :)"

2nd April 09

It's my BIRTHDAY!

1st cake of the day.

JanaKoh.

3rd cake of the day.

Ms Tan, 2nd April too (:

Thanks laoshi, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2nd cake of the day.

Joey (:

sunglasses by Japan.

Sec 1&2 :D

No junior& senior, WE ARE ONE TEAM, Team PHS

Love.

Bikini from team

Thanks love.

Thanks loves for this memorable day (:

Thanks for all the blessings& the presents.