25 July 09

I looked into the sky and saw a broken heart :(

Today's the 25 of JULY 09 :D
It's a very special day to me.
So I woke up happily :D
During training, anticipating training a lot,
as usual :D
But the more I anticipate,
I find myself walking out of the hall,
filled with disappointment, sadness, anger& demoralised.
My eyes would sting, & I got to control.


p/s. something's wrong with blogger,
& i hate the posting thingy.
I'll continue tmr or something.
I hate everything,

China memories are so precious.
I hate the way we are now.
maybe only I do.

Lastly,
I want to tell Banana,
ILove Her.
nothing less, nothing much.
You are not insignificant.


& to you too darling(:

9July 09

Eating Ice-Cream doesn't help anymore :(
Eating chocolates is even more Useless!
:(

Recently catch Transformers Revenge of The Fallen& IceAge 3(:
FABULOUS MOVIES.
Transformers is hot!
I love Optimus Prime, the Twins& BumbleBee!
Ice Age3 is hilarious!
Lovely~

I want to watch
-Harry Potter(with family)
-Obsessed(with the Yew's,Tan& Pok)
-Haunting of the Connecticut
-Up![?] 3D
more~

School days are as usual.
I'm very dilligent now(:
I'm more focused during lessons& I dont sleep in class anymore!
haha! Maybe cause it's the 1st week.
Training is starting this Saturday!
Yeahman! :D
Wack Wack Wack!
Wack everything out of me, Wack everything out of my sight.
I'm not happy! :(

Ignore the rest of the post, I just wanted to type it out.





I want to
Scream like #%!$%#%#^%$#^$#
Cry like %!#%#$^$#^@#%
Wack like $#^%@^^#$&#$^@#$%
Even if you are not happy,
I wont care, I cant.
cause it's not my fcking problem anymore!
You said it yourself!(Shut up lar)
I cant now, but believe me, I will.
You are not the only unhappy one okay!
I dont understand you huh?
I'm sorry for scolding you,
but do you understand at all?
I thought I could trust you,
You made me very happy,
& you made me very sad.
"I'll be happy if you are(:"
Seriously, I'm happy.
Not now.
I'm sorry about the ending,
I dont want this to end,
too bad, you asked me this,
& you said this yourself.
I was very worried about you,
I apologised for scolding you, & not understanding how you feel now.
I keep asking if you're alright, what i got was "No."
I ask what was bothering "Dont Know"
What you want me to say?!
Then you told me about her.
You said you're happy now.
I take it that you're fine.
& it's time for me not to bother huh.
You know what, I'm happy for you.
Smile(:

4 July 09

A-Bing-Ge




He's darling baby~

PP was trying to "pick" me up.

Banana<3












She's the "strong" one.

This 10kg ++ bag, was carried by superwomen Elaine Khoo, up and down 4 storeys twice.
How strong is she huh? Poor Kim cant balance.
Watch the video, I'm sure you'll laugh your heads off.
:D


Jermaine told me I am transferred to Tan Woahn Chin's class with Baiyang& Evian?
Jermaine's also in that class.
Hopefully I can really concentrate.
My Chinese standard is dropping tremendously :((
I cant recognise BIG words anymore :(
I cant remember how to write EASY words already :(
Chinese words seems so strange to me.
JIAYOU Tien~
I'm still determined to ACE all my subjects next half of the year,
exception of ART?
I can only concentrate doing my homework at night, after 10am.
Which isnt a good thing, cause my sleep would be affected :(
I've been doing HW after 10am till 1 plus 2 days ago& yet
I've got damn lot of HWs left undone.
Sun& Mon is my only hope left, cause school opens on Tues!
"Tien, you better concentrate!"
I think HBL is nice, a lot of people dont really agree.
They prefer school.
Although HBL got tonns of HWs, at least I'm determined to complete all.
& if I dont, I cant keep my mind at ease, I keep thinking of HW,HW,HW.
I feel guilty :(
haha! Weird huh, but it's the fact!
Today's "study plan" was a failure :((
I only manage to finish one Eng close passage& a part of Chi workbook.
Thanks to Mayi, he helped me with Chinese :D
& not forgetting PP with my Lit (hols HW)
I just completed my HE course work :D, but
It's damn shitty.
I miss training, I miss my teammates :((
MOE dont allow training. :(
But luckily, I'm going back school tmr for weights :D

Time for bed, Good Night people!